Tell me that you're alright

Yeah everything is alright...
Oh please tell me that you're alright.
Yeah everything is alright.

I mean it... We went to the cemetery and had a long peaceful chat and an enlightening conversation. It's been an amazing day just first class. There is nothing wrong in my world at this moment. Everything is alright. I feel amazing. I feel fine. I feel alive for the first time in a long time and I like it.
Wow, you are constantly impressing me you are such a selfless amazing person. And I know now what I do to myself effects you and for that I am truly sorry. I would never hurt you on purpose never I love you more than I love most of my relatives and way more than most people in this world. You were put here to do amazing things. You were put here to spread your light. I haven't talked about you in a while what with this boystop situation and all but I think it's high time I did. You give me a reason to smile everyday I know I'm going to see you. If that ain't love then I don't know what love is. You are the best friend anyone could ever ask for. The best. Anyone who doesn't want you in their life is a cockpocket extreme and they are missing out. You make me want to better myself. You make me want to accept myself and love me for me. You make me want to stop hurting myself. You make me want to be better in general. You are such an inspiration and I look up to you more than anyone in this world (well not in the literal sense and all)(moving on)(hey wait... You're short...haha) You came into my life at just the right time and I feel like you've saved me on more than one occasion. You are not a wastebasket regardless of what anyone says. You are here to better this world one person at a time and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. There is nothing wrong with caring about people. I think some people don't care enough and this world would be far different if people were more like you.
I'm sorry for the shit I've been putting through and I'm sorry for making you feel guilty. I'm sorry for being manipulative. I've sorry for being too attached sometimes. I'm sorry for everything that's been going on in general including being a dumb girl.
You're friendship is the best thing that's ever happened to me and I hope oneday I can be like you. You are such a good person and such an inspiration. You see beauty in everything you see good in every situation and it amazes me. And it's nice to know that when I'm being an ass hole (deaf girl in chorus) you laugh with me but in the end let me know how wrong I am, because it's funny as shit to me and sometimes I don't know I'm being an asshole.
thank you for everything. Don't worry about me anymore though because I've been through worse and I'm going to be fine. I'm sticking around long enough for me to tell your kids the meaning of cockbite and sending them home to you sugared up thinking Aunt Brittnee is the shit. I promise I'm not going to do anything dumb especially over some boy who could care less. I like life far too much to let little things get me down. I like the thought of Matthew asking you "mommy what is a fucktard?" far too much to give up on life now. I can't wait... I can't wait I know the best is yet to come and I know that because of you... I love you unconditionally...xx