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Met a new friend yet another Josh to the list. He hangs out at Buffington's he's a chef. What won me over about him. He loves cloves. Most people can't handle them it seems. I should quit I probably won't.
Sometimes being a grown up isn't all it's cracked up to be... But I did end up having an amazing night even with the lack of Jesus (who I miss dearly) TWO makes is so easy to go to work. I swear if he leaves I don't know how I'm going to drag myself in there. Time just goes by faster with him around. He's really a life saver some nights. He calms me down when I'm pissed, cheers me up when I'm upset, and is constantly making me laugh. Geeze I really don't know what I would do without him. My job would be just that a job. I know it's only a matter of time before he quits so I'm taking each moment as if it's my last with him (I do that with you to) I like living in the moment as if there are going to be no other moments after. I hope this is going to be a lasting friendship. I really do.
Also I've found it's a lot easier to just talk to random people than it used to be. Say with josh for example or Michael or any of those "kids" I really feel like I've broken out of my shell and it's nice. I love messing with that Michael kid. He's straight out of highschool so it's easy to.
Yeah I'm living my life for moments of happiness. I like being happy. I like this world and all the random people in it. I want to meet them all. The good and the bad. I want to enlarge my tight circle of friends and I'm working on it one josh and James at a time,
So yeah the PARTY is going to happen soon. I can't wait. Oh and don't get me started on Halloween. I love it. I'm going as Jessica RAbbit this year. Which means I have to dye my hair back red. I miss red hair so it's not a big deal. Jessica Rabbit is one of my idols as crazy as it sounds. I grew up on who framed Roger Rabbit.
so yeah nothing else going on. I'm truly sorry I had to do the grown up thing instead of hang with you. Had I not had responsibilities and obligations I would have told that job to kiss my ass. But it seems like you managed...
oh yeah forgot to mention Ben. That kid is awesome he shot up my cool people list without blinking. I love meeting people I can connect with in this world. I'm tired of it being a world of strangers...