But now I don't.
today's going to be a good day. Today you don't exist. Nothing exist. Just me, music, my car and the road. Today the small town I live in and the mediocre drama in my life is behind me. They suddenly don't seem so important. You don't seem important. Nothing seems important. Too bad this feeling is temporary. But if they bottled and sold this feelings this numbness to everything I would be first in line. The I could be just like you. Not caring for anything in this world. What a nice feeling that must be. What freedom you must possess. What a happy and full life you must live. Not being attached to anything. Complete freedom. hmm. It sounds nice. Is it? You'll have to let me know? How does it feel to not care? The things you can do when you don't care must be limitless. I can only imagine. No inhibitions, no regrets, nothing. You should write a book. Hell I would take the time to read it. How to Let go of everything 101. Teach me to be like you. Teach me to let go of everything including my feelings. I want to be numb. I want to not care about anyone or anything. I want every moment to seem unimportant in the grand scheme of things. I want to look back fifty years from now knowing I lived a life not bound to anyone or anything not caring about anything at all. Just existing in a world I could care less about. Sounds Fun. God I wish I didn't care you have to help me with this. You're the expert. I want your life so badly. I want to be you if only for a day... It must be like a dream. I want you to teach me to be like you... Really...
I'll fill you in on how the road trip went...xx
bless your heart <3 <3 <3
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