are you listening? I know we haven't talked in a good while. Are you still there? Look I know it's been awhile and I don't want it to seem like I only come to you when I need something because that's not the case at all but I have a request. Hear me out on this one because I'm sure just looking at the situation you're like "oh God here we go again." It's not like that at all. You know my heart and you know what I'm going to say but I'm going to say it anyways.
You know what's been going on lately. Well, here's my request. It's not even for myself it's for someone else.
God, I want him to be happy. That's it. Happy. Even if it's not with me. I'm okay with that believe me. I just want him to have the best life possible. I want him to be so happy he doesn't know what to do with himself. I want his life from this point to be effortless and carefree. I want him to not have a worry in the world. I want him to never feel like the weight of the world is on his shoulders again. I want him to feel loved everyday of his life. I want him to feel like he means something in this world and that people are glad to have him in their lives. I want him to feel like he's here for a reason. I want him to feel his life has purpose. I want him to never have to struggle a day in his life again. I want him to have more than he needs. I don't want him to just get by. I want him to be able to have anything in this world he wants. I want him to have everything good this world has to offer. I want him to enjoy life to the fullest everyday from the moment he wakes until the moment he goes to sleep. I want his dreams to be nothing compared to his real life. I want him to smile everyday of his life. I never want to see him in pain. I never want him to be hurt or feel anything associated with pain in general. I want you to protect him and keep him safe from those feelings. I want him to live a long life. A long life full of things people only dream of. I want him.... To be happy.
I know this is asking a lot but I'd do almost anything to never see him in pain. You know I'm good to my word. I truly believe he's a good guy and I believe he deserves it.
Anyways that's my request. I know there's bigger things, more important things out there but this is important to me. I know you hear me. I know you're there. I just hope you're listening...xx
About Me
- Thistle Loxely
- here's the formula that makes me -I'm a natural red head, I have pale skin and sequined green eyes, I'm tall for a girl at 5'11... -I have the best sense of humor. I can take jokes and dish them out I rarely get offended. -I will kick your ass if you have something to say about gay people that isn't positive. So if you're some red neck or self righteous religious person look somewhere else. I support gay marriage. I support love of any kind.I believe in God. I believe in Love. -I wear converse and black but I don't consider myself too emo.I prefer Indie.I have 4 tattoos (I want more) I have nine piercings all ear except lip -I have an addictive personality. I'm also addicting -Sarcasm is my first language I love to banter -Chances are I'm smarter than you and I know it, but I won't rub your stupidity in your face unless you're cool with it. and lastly. I'm not cocky, I'm confident and convinced. I'd like the chance to convince you. I may talk big but I can back up what I say so try me.
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