Tuesday, September 05, 2006

I'm so sick...

The world is insane. Yesterday we went to lowes. It was a normal day we went in got what we needed and left. We went up to Wal-Mart and we hadn't been there 30 minutes when a man and woman came in and said that someone has fired shots in Lowes. I instantly freaked out we had just left Lowes chances are we saw the guy who did it. It was a man he came in there and shot his wife and then himself, leaving two kids at home. This is tragic, love makes you do tragic things. Apparently they had been separated for just 4 weeks. Such a beautiful day and to think shit like that happens everyday. I'm going to change this world I swear. I love people and I never want things like this to happen. I want to help them which is why I changed my major to psychology. I'm not saying I'm going to be able to save everyone. I'm just saying if I can save one person from a tragic end like that then I've done my job. It's such a shame that people take life so carelessly like you can go out and buy another one. I don't think people really grasp the reality of the situation. That woman will never hug her kids again that man will never have a chance to reconcile his relationship with her. They are gone. Their lives are over. The End. God if I could have jumped in front of those bullets, or stopped it in some other way I swear I would have. I'm not saying my life is not important but she had two kids who now have no mother or father and that's what is really tragic. I don't know...
People will move on and I'm sure it's already forgotten but those kids will never be able to forget this. Maybe they're too young to know but they are going to know they don't have a mother. Tragic... I wish this could have been prevented.
That's all I have to say... I just hope oneday I can help people who are so desperate that they think death is there only way out. I hope I can help them realize there is so much more to life than this... Because there is...

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