who were the first two people to have sex?
I'd like to go back in time and find out... i also wonder if sex has evolved a great deal or were people just keeping hush hush about the things we now do very publicly?
either way i think i should like to be a sex therapist in my spare time... do they have a college for that? i think people's outlooks could be vastly improved if they were having better sex...
to quote a dear friend "life is too short for bad sex."
fortunately for me my bad sex experiences have been low...
SEX it's a good thing...
Sunday, September 09, 2007
What a shame we all became such fragile broken things...
"maybe he gave up his dreams to help fight for yours"
Looking at old photo albums of my mother from many years ago I wondered when did she give into repetition... she looked so happy so carefree so young like nothing could hold her back... yet at some point she got stuck in this endless cycle... a cycle she has been in for 33 years now... 33 years... can you imagine doing the exact same thing for 33 years... i suppose it would be okay if it were something she loved... but she hates her job... I used to think she did it for me... because she had to support me but she worked there 11 years before i was even born so what happened? when did she wake up and say this is it i may as well make the best of it? she had dreams at one time... she was going to be an architect... when did she let go of those dreams and give into the "reality" she's live for 33 years... I just don't understand it... my mothers an intelligent woman she could have been the greatest architect we've ever seen if she hadn't given up... when does life get so hopeless for a person that they give up... is that why she has pushed me so hard...
I'm almost done with GMC and still no closer to deciding what's next... another college I'm sure... but for what? there are endless possibilities (or that's what they say) so what's next? I used to have dreams too and my mother made me believe they were within reach so when did i stop believing? I'm only 21 but 22 approaches with the new year... what then... I know i don't want to work in a factory the rest of my life that's one thing i do know... is it wrong to say I'm to intelligent for most people's realities... i suppose so... i think everyone has the potential to be smart to be something if they just apply themselves... and then there's people like me who barely have to try to make the grades... sigh... maybe if i had, had to work for it I would know what I'm working for... all i know as of now is I'm in debt at 22 and i have no clue what's next except more debt but I couldn't be happier... all I really want out of life is to be happy... that's what everyone basically wants their version of happiness... I have that... I'm immensely happy... yes things could be very different... like I want to get out of this town... but I'm basically as happy as i can be right now...
There's more to life than this and I believe that will come with time... by god i think I've finally learned the meaning of patience... school starts back the 12th... one more quarter closer to being done with GMC... after that who knows... but it will be here before i know it... i can wait...xx
Looking at old photo albums of my mother from many years ago I wondered when did she give into repetition... she looked so happy so carefree so young like nothing could hold her back... yet at some point she got stuck in this endless cycle... a cycle she has been in for 33 years now... 33 years... can you imagine doing the exact same thing for 33 years... i suppose it would be okay if it were something she loved... but she hates her job... I used to think she did it for me... because she had to support me but she worked there 11 years before i was even born so what happened? when did she wake up and say this is it i may as well make the best of it? she had dreams at one time... she was going to be an architect... when did she let go of those dreams and give into the "reality" she's live for 33 years... I just don't understand it... my mothers an intelligent woman she could have been the greatest architect we've ever seen if she hadn't given up... when does life get so hopeless for a person that they give up... is that why she has pushed me so hard...
I'm almost done with GMC and still no closer to deciding what's next... another college I'm sure... but for what? there are endless possibilities (or that's what they say) so what's next? I used to have dreams too and my mother made me believe they were within reach so when did i stop believing? I'm only 21 but 22 approaches with the new year... what then... I know i don't want to work in a factory the rest of my life that's one thing i do know... is it wrong to say I'm to intelligent for most people's realities... i suppose so... i think everyone has the potential to be smart to be something if they just apply themselves... and then there's people like me who barely have to try to make the grades... sigh... maybe if i had, had to work for it I would know what I'm working for... all i know as of now is I'm in debt at 22 and i have no clue what's next except more debt but I couldn't be happier... all I really want out of life is to be happy... that's what everyone basically wants their version of happiness... I have that... I'm immensely happy... yes things could be very different... like I want to get out of this town... but I'm basically as happy as i can be right now...
There's more to life than this and I believe that will come with time... by god i think I've finally learned the meaning of patience... school starts back the 12th... one more quarter closer to being done with GMC... after that who knows... but it will be here before i know it... i can wait...xx
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