I hope you know...

I think you live two very different lives and I think you are two very different people.(we're all that way, including me) I like the other one much better :) Where did he go? Where is he hiding? Which one is the real you? I hope he comes back he seems nice. No, he seems AMAZING. hmm... I'm never going to see him again am I? Is he the lie or the truth? I can't tell. I'm so confused. I think when I look back I'm going to remember you like him and think what a breathtakingly amazing guy he was. I just wish I had, had more time with him. He was indescribable. God I felt so comfortable for a moment. So free for an instant. I felt like the world didn't exist outside my door looking into his eyes. God I hope he comes back. I hope he still remembers my name when he does. I hope it's not too late when he does. Please come back. I know you're not like this. I still have faith that you're not like this. God I pray that you're not like this. You're not like the person the other night at all. You can't be. You just can't.... You're better than that. I still believe you're better than that. I know you're better than that. Give me a call when you realize you are the amazing person I think you are... I think then we can have the friendship I want from you... that's all I'm asking for...xx