RE: box set

May I assume that was for me?
I don't think you are a villain at all and I'm not trying to make you out to be one. I've said before I trust you. I've said many times before what an amazing guy I think you are. Maybe you're trying to help me break my shell but maybe that wasn't the best method. Maybe I am a scared little girl but walking out only makes me more scared and more insecure with the situation in general. I've had too many people walk out to count. I understand you are not those people. Once again I suppose that's an issue that I have to deal with and I'm trying please believe me I'm trying. If you knew me two years ago you'd think my progress was nothing short of miraculous. I've been more sheltered than you can possibly understand. It seems like you were born free. I'm getting there but it's not an overnight thing and it's not a do it right now or else thing either. Yes I am asking for your help and yes I will take whatever help you give. I'm not saying I need a crutch because I can do this on my own. I'm just saying knowledge from someone more experienced in the letting go department will be welcomed with an open mind from now on. However the "little girl" in me is defiant and stubborn and ultimatum are pointless. Call me out that's fine I'm okay with being called out but putting the or else at the end, yeah that's meaningless. I'm sure your intentions were true but your execution was off. There's a way to get what you want from me and there's a way to get me to let go and it's a lot easier trust me. Forcing me to (because that's what it felt like because yes I'll admit I wanted your company) brings out the I'll show you quality of my nature and neither one of us benefited from that now did we?
Going back reading my post you did come off as villainous and I apologize for that. I don't think you're a villain I don't think you're out to get me or make me compromise myself. You've made me feel too comfortable on other occasions to let me believe you are up to no good. Just take it easy on me. This is all new for me... I'm experiencing things for the first time and it's a lot to take in sometimes. I'll admit I'm a little scared but I'm getting over it... I want new experiences I'm ready for them just don't throw me in and expect me to swim with no prior knowledge and don't let me drown... I'm ready when you are...