Or maybe not... We'll see. I think it's pretty awesome what an hour and severe boredom can do. I'm impressed. haha. I think this could be an interesting project to see who is a real friend and who isn't. If you have no clue what I'm talking about it doesn't matter. I know what I'm talking about and I can't wait to see results. If you were smart you wouldn't tell people it's not you. That way you would find out who's really been listening to you and who hasn't. Sometimes silence is golden. Just my opinion. If you want the link all you need do is ask.
so yeah I've had an interesting three days and I'm pretty dazed and confused and all that good nonsense.
I sang karaoke again the two people I hold in the most high esteem were there. It was nice to spend time with Jesus and one. It was nice to drink haven't done that in a while. Some moments are a blur but hey atleast I was behaved (I think) I'm kidding I remember everthing for the most part. hmm some things will be written in the xanga.
So things are odd. I'm at this crossroad in my life (atleast I consider it a crossroad) Where I'm trying to grow up. Trying to be my own person instead of the person I was brainwashed from the start to be. Trying to decide what I believe is right and wrong. Trying to make up my mind myself. It's strange and I feel awkward.
anyways hopefully I will be out of this stage soon and back to me... goodnight...
Oh yeah ONE (that means you) I hope you take this as a light hearted joke. Nothing personal I just thought it would be funny then I thought it would be more funny to see who actually tries to add you just wanted to see which of your "friends" actually pay attention. I don't know you as well as some of them and you've made it abundantly clear your hate for MYSPACE du du dummmmm. anyways we'll see. be good. oh yeah ... I ____ you. but you already knew that.
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