WOH... I finally took the leap and did it for the first time... And I liked it... ;)

And I am without a doubt doing it again. Wow what a rush. I'm honestly speechless. It's got to be one of the biggest highlights of my life. I really wish I had done it sooner I had no idea what I was missing... Sigh
So I sang KARAOKE for the first time. I sang "who with save your soul" (with Jaime)(it's one of our classics) We got a standing ovation. We kilt it so good. I was shaking like uncontrollably but I hid it and I got through it and it was amazing. My God. Just Amazing. I love singing in front of people. I could completely see making a career out of it. The feeling is just so indescribable. Wow. Wow... I only wish Beth had of been there she's been really sick and I wanted to sing my first time with her there but I owe her so next week it's on.
I've decided I love Cordell. LOVE HIM. He's is an inspiration and such and amazing MAN that's right boys he is a MAN. That guy really has a huge place in my heart. I have so much respect for him you have no idea. He is the epitome of what a man should be and I'm constantly impressed even in his drunken state he's better than most guys sober. Beautiful.
we then went to the I don't know I think it's waffle house by the hop in, with a guy names Josh Wiggins. Apparently I went to school with him though I don't remember him at all. Maybe he was bull shitting me (he being a man and all) but the told me it was amazing that I was a virgin. He's a cute kid. Really adorable accent (though he claims he doesn't have one) Adorable. Speaking of adorable Frodo also sat with us most of the night (along with josh) Frodo's name is Shane and he is also just the cutest thing. I want to pocket size him and carry him on my shoulder he's so cute.
Also we went to the hop in after waffle house. Because number TWO was there. Wait I'm jumping ahead. Guess who was at the waffle house when we got there. ZERO. That's right ZERO God he is so beautiful, I can't help but stair. Wow. He's I don't know. I would go out with him in a heartbeat. He's just... Jesus. He's amazing. I've been using that word a lot but I'm constantly impressed with certain individuals. He's no exception. Perfect...
So yeah afterwards to the hop in and I was getting stared down. Taff said I was I dunno the highlight of his night. He's adorable. I think the world of him as well. I'm so glad I met him he's cool as hell. So yeah number TWO was there and Taff took a picture of us and was like give me five thousand and I won't show your wife this. lowl. I was like wait I can make this picture very naughty. He was like we'll spilt the money. Taff is awesome. So yeah I apologized to TWO for being a bitch the other day. He said he understood I was busy that it wasn't him. Yeah I told him not to start something he couldn't finish then I said but should there come a time when you can finish you know where I live. Shannon pulled up the back of my ridiculously short skirt and I flashed half of the hop in I swear. Whatever I looked hott. I'm just now starting to realize maybe I am beautiful. I keep getting attention from guys. I think I'm finally breaking out of my shell and I love it. So yeah.
I'm hyper. I was supposed to start that other job in the morning but it doesn't look like it's going to happen. So I'm going to sleep at 5:30am.
Goodnight lovies...xx