You raise your eyes to mine...

I was hurt yesterday but the more I think about the more I realize I don't give a shit...

So in class today I got a major ego stroke. I'm now a director and my teacher gave me the two best actors in the class. My buddy Andy said it was because we were the cream of the crop in that class. I asked why the teacher thought I could direct to no one in particular and Andrea (the best actress) said it was because I was an amazing writer. I wrote a script for a project and then I got to choose who acted in it I chose her and a guy named Bragg (best actor) They did it justice so I guess the teacher thought we should work together again. I don't know her motivation but I'm honored that so many people in the class think so highly of my abilities. I'm supposed to be a dictator director but so far I've let them throw in their creative ideas. It's fun. I think it might be fun to be a director in the future. I honestly would like it more to direct music videos so maybe I've found an outlet. This is something I really enjoy... hmm...
But yeah it's a beautiful day and I've decided not to let people get to me. Especially people who have absolutely no room to talk... Case in point... jealous of me being in school? I've jealous you already have your degree because the government paid your way. I should already have my two year by now. So stop being a prick assed bitch because you've had shit handed to you as well... g-sauce... oh and also while we're on the subject I'm jealous that you have a wonderful girl who would give you the world... and you are too fucking blind to see... She's not only the best you'll ever get she is the best there is to offer... if anything she is the one that deserves better... she deserves better than you'll ever be able to give her until you grow the fuck up... so continue to pitch your little fits you're the one that looks like an idiot... Some people feed off of self inflicted drama (I would know) but she doesn't deserve it. She cares about you... and you are a prick assed little punk... fuck you my friend...

Sorry got on my soap box I just don't like my friend being run over and what makes me really mad is that soo soo many times I have taken up for the boy and he wants to talk shit about me. Well you just lost a friend in me... I'm no longer on your side... and I won't be taking up for you anymore... I get what she's been saying all along and it took this to open my eyes. You have no right to act like you know me or say anything about me... do yourself a favor and forget my name or that you know me because I've done the same... no wonder you can't last three months...xx