[AdultSwim] on Mute...

Playslist of my Recent life: (or if you're interested in what's on repeat in my mind)
Minus the Bear-this ain't a surfin movie
Boy in Static-Bellyfull
Deftones-Cherry waves
Evanescence-Cloud Nine
Number one Fan-There went the world
Meg and Dia-Monster
The Hush sound-Wine red
Team Sleep- Ever Foreign Flag
thanks for the influence...

In my nervousness lately I find myself laughing yes for no reason... I'm just insanely happy... Things are going great and I don't know... I'm running on very little sleep today so this may be a short post... Brantley and I are back talking I'm glad because I don't think he's a bad guy the argument was mediocre at best... Hayden had the audacity to call Kenzie and ask for me. He wanted to know if I was seeing anyone among other things. To which I replied I'm seeing many people... on a daily basis... he asked if I was happy... I'm more happy than he'll ever be and in that fact alone I find even more happiness... which is not like me... guess I have some hard feelings towards him still... I want him to be happy just not as happy as me... does that even make sense... so I told him I didn't think my life could be any better at this moment in time... I'm not lacking anything... I feel safe, I feel comfort, I feel love, I just feel this wide array of positive emotions and I know it's going to last... because it's all at how you look at things... living in the moment is the best life changing decision I've made lately... sigh... I'm happy... only one thing could make it better at this moment... Malibu Faeries... that's right if you've never encountered these goddesses I suggest you do soon... ;-) just make sure you're with the best company when they are around... they're sneaky...
Anyways long weekend was lovely... many things have been lovely recently... hope you feel the same...xx