I take it back... Everything

I acknowledge that I made you feel jealous because of somethings I said about Johnathan. That was not my intent. I was saying sometimes it's nice to talk to someone with an outside perspective not that I was looking for a replacement of my best friend. You're not getting rid of me that easy so get over it. If we're putting all the cards on the table here I'm honestly of a little jealous un named party myself. Only a little because I know I have no right to be because you have a history which I have no problem with in the least. All I'm saying is I didn't mean to make you jealous. And for the record I only mean about half the shit I say and the other have is just whatever comes to mind there's not a huge thought process it's just a blog. Read it as if you aren't directly involved as if it's just some sad girl in cyber space... Pretend you don't know me when you read my words. I don't mean to offend, hurt, anger, anything at all really. It's just a release...xx believe me there are worse things I could do.