A moment...

You know I only knew you briefly but I'm feeling slightly hurt. I'm not losing sleep but I am a little disappointed. I just want to know what I did to make you ignore me... Blow me off sure tell me your busy tell me your girlfriend is in town whatever but don't ignore me. That makes people feel like shit to just be completely over looked, like I don't even exist. It's funny how one moment you made me feel like I was the only person alive and now it's like I'm not even real. I don't think you realize how much power you have over people. If course you don't know what it's like to be a girl so I'm not going to assume you know how I feel at all. I'm sure I'm the least of your concerns. But thanks for making me feel overlooked like everyone else makes me feel. I don't know why I'm so upset. I guess it's because I thought so highly of you and I was sure you weren't going to let me down. Once again that's on me because that was my assumptions. I don't know... I'll get over this... I've gotten over worse... You're not reading this so I guess this post was pointless but I feel a little better having gotten it out... Now that the "infatuation" or whatever it was is over I can get back to me... The most overlooked girl in the world...