Will you be there in the end my January Friend

I'm in the market for a new job once again. It's the holiday season and work during the holiday season is hell. I know it won't last but I'm more and more restless everytime I walk through those doors. I used to like my job. I used to be excited about going to work but now it's really turned into a prison. I know it's only temporary but I feel trapped sometimes. Most times... I'm finding more and more reasons to just walk out the door. Tell them to fuck off, but that's not me. I'm not a quitter anymore. Sigh... This blows. I wish I had stayed on dayshift sometimes.
Lamarjorie has been out. I don't know if she even has a job anymore. Hayden has been out as well sick. So I've been alone which doesn't make it any better. If Lamarjorie is fired I'm walking then I'm going to apply everywhere and try to find a normal job. Hayden is leaving as well so there's really nothing holding me there except for the money which isn't so bad but in the long run isn't worth it.
I start school in January. I just have to hold out until then... I can't wait to go back I'm excited.
But yeah not much else going on. Thanksgiving is almost here. I miss my family. I miss being able to spend time with them. This job has taken over my life...