I am constantly impressed with life. I was going to post some newer memories but I'm going to save them for later. I realized that even in the hardest moments of my life there is still beauty to be found. Like with my current situation yeah it sucks yes it hurts yes at moments I feel like I'm dying but the beauty in all of it is that I know what love is. For the first time in my life I am in love. I've never been in love and now I know what it feels like. I know how it feels to be selfless and not care about anything else in the world except another's well being. I care about that man more than myself. I would give him anything, do anything. I would die to save him. It's odd to feel so invincible and frail at the same time. I feel like I'm walking on a tight rope. It's exciting. The anticipation the fear the natural high of being so far up in the clouds. There are so many emotions flowing through my body at once that I feel like at any second I'm going to fall. Just fall. The only thing I am uncertain about in this situation is if there's a safety net. Honestly I don't care. I've already gone over the edge. Past the point of no return, if you will. I know there's no going back. The only direction I can go is forward and I'm so anxious to see how my story will end up. Even if I don't end up with him I know what love is and feels like and it's because of him. It's odd how just a kiss can knock your world upside down, change all you believe to be true and secure.
It started out with a kiss
It was only a kiss
I'm awake I'm alive I'm in love... It really is too late for me... I think I've stopped staring at the infinite abyss and finally taken the leap of faith...xx
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