I miss him more than I've missed anyone in my life but I know this is for the best... I'm not giving up on him but I'm not waiting on him either. I'm not saying I'm placing myself completely out there on the market but should opportunity arise I definitely won't turn it down. I've already done that once and I don't regret it but I did lose a friend out of it which sucks. Not that, that was the only reason but I'm sure it was a factor in my mind atleast.
I wish him and you ever happiness in the world and I'm thankful to have know him. I'm thankful to finally know what love is even if it is bittersweet. I've decided to not be jaded by the events that have taken place. I knew what I was getting into before the "relationship" started. I knew he couldn't be mine.
My timing is ALWAYS off but atleast I have learned how to open myself up and how to love unconditionally how to love in general and I thank him for that. He'll never know how much I thank him for that.
He is an amazing man and I hope we can move past this years down the line and be friends. It's all we should have been to begin with. He's one of the best friends I've ever had and I thank him for that as well. I miss talking to him. I hope we talk like we did again soon.
I hope years down the line we'll meet up again and the timing will be better this time. I hope he's happy. I hope he will be happy.
I miss Lamarjorie. I miss her a lot I've been on my own for a week now and I've realized she isn't my crutch. Yes she is an enormous factor in my life but I can survive without her. I just don't want to. I'm thankful for you Lamarjorie more than you'll ever know. You say I helped save you but the truth is you saved me. You've made me so open to things I never would have experienced on my own. I thank you for breaking down my walls and helping me to see the beautiful person I am. I thank you for helping me to see me threw your eyes. I thank you for helping me see how beautiful the world can be. You are amazing. You are everything good in this world and I hope you find your happiness one day as well. You deserve it more than anyone I know. I love you unconditionally and true.
Hope everyone has a reason to be thankful today and I hope everyone expresses they're love and gratitude to the ones in their lives...
Life is wonderful. life is beautiful. life is worth all the pain and hurt because of people like you. you make like easier. you make like beautiful...xx
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