Not to break the current theme but I am surprisingly happy and aware that things are not as bad as I've been making them out to be. A friend reminded me that my current "situation" is only temporary and that I shouldn't take it so seriously. I knew this in my heart but just by her telling me really opened my eyes. I've been over stressed and ill over something that is only temporary. When I think about it that's crazy.
So yeah I'm in amazing spirits and not even drinking. I'm taking things one day at a time and I'm taking my time because we only have one life and I don't plan on rushing through it like so many people these days do. I've decided to appreciate the things I've been overlooking lately.
On another note the being single thing. I am okay with being a me and being single. I have no issues with it. I don't want to hurry into a committed relationship. When I fall in love I plan on taking my sweet time. I'm only 20 why would I want to be tied down to one guy especially if I'm going to spend the rest of my life with him. I'm too young to be thinking of being tied down. I'm not saying once again that I'm not open to a "relationship" because I am. I'm just saying that I'm okay with being boyfriendless at the moment. It's not a big deal. And what's nice is I don't have to answer to anyone but myself. I don't have to ask someone permission if I can go somewhere. I don't have to call and check in with someone. I don't have to wonder is he's cheating. There's so much drama that comes with relationships that I am in no way prepared for.
Sew, Anyways that's all for now folks.
xx
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