Invisible...

You know I went through a lot of my younger life trying to be invisible. Well, it's taken 20 years but I really feel invisible now. No one notices me. I don't stand out. I blend. I hate that. I have so much to say and I feel like I'm bursting at the seems because there's so much I'm keeping silent about. I hate having to hold my tongue so I don't offend someone. I hate having to sugar coat every damn thing I say. I hate ignorant people. I hate that I'm an intelligent person trapped in a town full of effen morons. I'm so tired of this town. I need a change of scenery a vacation anything before I start losing my unique thoughts and become a clone just like them. I'm tired of having to be so p.c. all the time. If America is based on freedom of speech then why in the hell do I feel like I have to watch what I say. I don't think I'm being rude in any way. All I'm telling is the truth if you can't handle to hear the truth about yourself then change. Be individual for God's sake. Be yourself not what you think you should be or you think people will like. And stop fucking talking about people or are themselves. Is your life so boring and mundane that you have to talk about someone to make yourself feel better if so you should save some oxygen for the people who do have minds of their own and kill yourself now. I swear 80% of people are useless mindless clones who have no clue what's really going on in the world. Life is more important than color coordinating your outfit. There's an entire world outside of you're little circle. There's people with problems way worse than yours.
All I'm saying is if the only problem you have is what clothes to wear today then shut the fuck up complaining. When you have real issues then we can talk.
oh yeah hope everyone has a great weekend. I don't know where this blog came from or what brought it about but wow. Yeah I'm done venting for now. xx