it feels like a flood in my head...
and the road keeps on calling me
screaming to everything lying ahead...
So life... updates....
Things are well off... I'm loving school thus far I'm can't believe I'm nearly a month in... insane how time flys...
Life is like a haze right now... it's odd it's like going from place to place and remembering the place but not how you got there for lack of a better description. I'm remembering moments but not the entire picture. It's hard to explain but if you've ever felt this way you know what I mean.
I feel stuck I feel like things are moving as fast as I would like them, with school, with love, with many things. I'm not trying to rush life I know it's short but there are things I wish would progress and it seems they have decided to stand still.
I always knew in the back of my mind it wouldn't be enough to keep me satisfied but how many sleeps until we can talk uninterrupted? how long until there's no one else but us for a few moments? it's driving me mad not know what certain parts of my future hold... I'm not saying I want to know everything... because I don't I like a little surprise every now and then but there are questions I need answers to... but I'm too afraid to ask... time holds answers I know but patience is not something I'm waiting around to acquire so I've got to just deal with this uneasy feeling in my stomach... until the water is clearer....
again nothing set in stone... I'm not holding on to something unrealistic I'm not holding on to anything really... if opportunity arises I'm taking my chances... he is. however, in the back of my mind always...
one week... to be exact... and and nearly a month since I've crossed any lines...xx
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