Sometimes we deny feelings we don't understand or are afraid of. Sometimes we don't act on things we really want to act on because of this fear. I feel your fear... do you feel mine? There will come a day when these games we play won't be enough... one of us will be restless and want more... change is going to come... I feel it... Do you? What do you want from me that you're not getting from her? She can give you everything I can so why wonder/wander? What's the point of all this? It's not physical... I find it hard to believe this is just physical... am I meeting some emotional void? and becoming colder in the process? so many unanswered questions... I can't ask... for fear of the answer... don't ask... don't tell... but this self inflicted blindness leaves me at a disadvantage with you... on one hand I'm not prying, on the other I'm clueless... do you think I want more from you? if so how can you look me in the eye, kiss me and leave me in this state. You changed and compromised everything that was me... what did you expect to gain? did you even know? do you know now? make up your mind... before I make up mine...
you're the cat... I'm the curiosity...
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