I haven't heard from my best friend in over a week. Not a call not an email no sign that she's even alive. I wrote her but she's not responding. I know she's dealing with things because I read her blog but I wish she would call.
You know it's been years since I've gotten close to a girl. I don't like girls. Typically I've always had more guy friends than girls. But Beth is different not your typical girl at all. It's rare I bond with a girl and I'm starting to remember why. I miss her so much. I met her at work and we clicked pretty instantly. She's awesome and she's been a great friend as well as a support system in a way. I guess her being gone has shown me I need to learn to rely on myself that I'm not always going to have someone around to take my shit.
So Beth thank you for putting up with me as long as you did. You've been an amazing friend and I hope the last time I heard from you wasn't the last. If I had of known I would have been nicer to you. I know you're not Mexican and I'm sorry for picking on you. Thanks for everything. Sorry for being a sarcastic smart ass. I love you. XO
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
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