Love is in the air everywhere I look around ;D
it's nice to see people in the first stages of what may bloom into an unmentionable word... what I mean to say is it's good to see you smiling again Kenzie... the big dumb grin has returned...
speaking of returns... I've been talking to another unmentionable party... for brief fractions of time here and there... he seems good though I've heard different... I miss him... I do but I know we can't go back to the way things were... I don't think I could let him in like I did... I was venerable and I can't be like that again... I've got to stop feeling sorry for him when he says things like my life sucks and I know the only relief I'll get is when I die... he made his bed, no one forced him to marry her so he's got to either get out of his situation or quit his bitching and moaning... you can have your cake and eat it to, to an extent but soon the party involved realizes she's being used and cuts off the supply... now either you can turn to the plain old uninteresting cake you wed and accept it or you can find another cake... an interesting rare fresh new cake you don't meet everyday who still can recognize and appreciate the most life has to offer and offers the most she can give in return... wait... pause... what the fuck was that? I honestly don't think I could take him back in if he left her... I think it would be too hard... there are things I miss not to get too graphic... he has perfected a few techniques shall we say but more than that I miss talking to him... but mostly the sex ;) and that thing he did with his well I'll let you use your imagination... I'm kidding (but not really)...
So moving on two more weeks of school... and then a lovely spring break... maybe I'll go on a road trip or something to clear my mind... just drive in one direction until I get tired of driving that type deal...xx
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