Sometimes I wish...

okay I am in no way a racist person my momma taught me to see souls not something as trivial as the color of skin. but apparently I'm one of the select few that feels this way. there are a lot and I mean a lot of racist people out there and I don't mean just white oh no all races, and I've learned this the hard way and honestly my soul and my heart are both dissapointed and I've lost a little trust (not that I had a lot to begin with) you know you bust your but for people and help people out and you think that they are your friends but in the end you realize they've been screwing you over for no ligit. reason. the only reason I can think of is the color of my skin and it's a shame that people that were once persecuted for the color of their skin can in turn persecute innoccent people. maybe I'm taking this too hard but I had really come to like and trust these people and I feel like that bond is broken. I feel like they were only being nice to me because they needed me and now that they don't need me the friendship is over. This isn't based on just one event it would be stupid to bitch over one thing, this has been many things that have been building up. I just feel unjustly treated but all I have to say to that is that KARMA will come back around. if you don't get it in this life you'll pay for it somehow because GOD is a loving GOD and I don't think he will tolerate racism in heaven. so keep talking and keep being RACIST because you'll get yours in the end. Just know that my trust is broken as well as my friendship and we'll see how much socializing I do with you now. I had almost began to have faith in people thanks for proving that there are still people keeping racism alive.
You know I would think this group of "minorities" who "knows what persecution is like" (which i highly doubt) would be different instead of being hypocrites and making people like myself who aren't racist start to feel a little racist. it's a conditional racist mind you. sometimes I wish you'd just shut your mouth because sometimes you are the instigators and you keep the racism alive. GROW UP. we are not in the segerated times you need to learn that we are all people. the only difference is our skin tone. that's it people. we are all different shades of the same race called human. I hope oneday you look back and realize that you've all been idiots to judge someone by the color of their skin. skin which can be changed into many different colors skin color is only a minor detail it doesn't make a person it doesn't change their soul. just GROW UP. you're not the minority anymore stop playing the victim of a past that doesn't even belong to you.
yes some maybe thinking you're white what do you know about racism. if you're really so ignorrant that I need to answer that then ask me and I'll explain in greater detail, if I feel like it because frankly it's none of your buisness anyways.
people just need to stop judging based on skin color. I didn't choose to be white as much as you didn't choose to be your skin color. I'm the color God intended me to be so SHUT UP and once again GROW UP. we're not twelve people. we're adults and it's time we started acting like it and sharing some mutual respect for everyone.
I've said my peace, Life's too short to see anything but the future. I think some people got lost along the way and forgot what's really important.
xx