Will I ever find him?

Not just any him. The him. You know the one. Is he out there? Does he even exist? Does anyone in this corrupted world even believe in the one? I do but it's hard to some times when you see all the craziness in this world. What happen to a time when love was pure and true and no one could touch it? When people held love above all things? Was there even a time like that? No body wants to fight for things they want anymore. They just give up when things get a little difficult. I'm not like that. I'm a fighter. I won't give up. I know it sounds unrealistic but I want to stay married to the same person all my life. I've been through too many divorces growing up. It's not something I support or believe in. (except in extreme cases) Divorce lawyers have to be the richest people in this world because someone gets divorced everyday. When did people forget how to fight for love? Sigh it's raining I'm gloomy what more can I say except. I hope you're out there and if you're reading this, I'm willing to do anything to keep us together for all our lives and I hope you're the same way. XO I still believe in you... XO